my dearest ming, thx so so so much. i know i hv been unbearable  moody, incredible sensitive and unbelieveable depressed in the last 2 weeks. thank you patrick so much for helping go through the most difficult period. i feel very sorry for him, n i would like to giv him my apologyse sincerely. i shouldnt mess up with the frdship n i shouldnt grap people who want to help me out when i need a hand.

dear, u r so right that, im stil an little gal when i hv problem n get lost, i cant face the problem properly and figure out how to solve it independently, i always hope n grap some 1 to help me out when im trapped. i never learn how to deal with the things on my own truely. if i dont stand up and sort out the things on my own this time, i wil stil b the old me again n again. u make me realise how weak n childish i am, if i cant beat down the old me, i wil not able to achieve anything in the future. dear, i wil stand up and b stronger for u for my family and for all my gd frs. im so so so glad i hv u lots, i should b a better me for  the love that are given from u lots.

怕冷吗

我很怕

尤其怕令人麻木的冷

以始心中总有忧虑

怕自己遭遇寒流

 

不断的假设

不断的准备

希望...

希望不会遇到寒流

不会面对麻木...

 

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