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23 marzo

field trip

Day 1: Portugal

-         1am meeting at the school department, catch the coach

-         4am arrive Stansted Airport

-         6.35am fly from London to Porto

-         9am arrive Porto

-         12am visit Faculty of Architecture, University of Porto, ( to be honest, their department is the coolest school department that I have ever seen, it is not a surprising buildings, but the view which is framed by the buildings and pedestrians are incredibly natural and clean

-         1800pm Ocean Pool Leca de Palmeira, nothing more I can say, I just love it, will hope I can come again in summer as it only open for people to swim between June and September. (was lucky enough that our tutor have made appointment to let us in to have a look)

 

 

Day 2 Portugal

-         Visit the metro Stations ( just traveling the city by the metro and visit the stops that are interesting)

-         1400pm Casa de Musica, a good designed building which has been used very wisely. Each room in the building are all different, I was very impressive by the architect’s imagination. Love it very much

-         1600 pm Serralves Foundation

-         1830pm with Renee in the most romantic restaurant I have ever seen

 

Still on the trip

10 marzo

how much is too much to own by a single person?

how much is too much to own by a single person?
i discussed things abt marriegement with renee tonit when we were hving dinner, we were both too short in motivation to work so we were playing around and messing up things ><, but then the discussion was more abt our frds rather than ourselves. we found out we both agreed there is no chance at all for a girl--sorry the object is abt a girl as we ARE, to hv a too ideal life, en the marriegement, such as, if u r good looking, hv gd career, then it would b so difficult to hv a gd husband, charming chidren and perfect family-life at the same time.
how much is wht we should called ENOUGH to hv for a single person, well, a girl...
i reckon it is very difficult to tell, as we all hv different expectation for our life. i would say i will be lucky enough to hv a gd career and hv a happy life with my parents...
it is funny enough why we started this topic, i thk it is bcos we found that both of us hv one or two known frds hv got married. we are reali shocked the fact that they r far too brave to get married, especially they are so YOUNG, too young to know enough to handle things. mayb should say we are not brave to let this problem come to us...
 
i duno. once, i reali believed, the one that i was with would b with me the rest of my life n i tried damn hard to make things work. then sooner i realise, there is always too much left to get to know abt him and too much problem need to b wiped away.  i stopped, i was too tired to try. hv i not tried hard anough? mayb... but wht had happened proved me, when it doesnt work it jst doesnt, love and fate are things has the same principle as force, invertable but not produce-able. i loved him, but we may meet the wrong time or he is jst the wrong person a me.
i always believe, there is a tolerent-limitation set for our partner, once he/she hits it, it means it is the time to end up the relationship, i wish im wrong, so it may jst me,  setting this nausty things up for ppl.  however, in my deep mind, i
believe, when u love someone, u should wait, should wait til the day he discover u, U --the person who love someone so deeply but ask nothing back, who would pray for you day after day even you hvnt talked for a long time, who would wish him/she hv a happy life even not with u. frds may be surprise  enough to find out im saying this since im a person who can let go easily, too easily to make them expect me, as a person who would own a very deep feeling for someone. 
there is always lots of ppl much better than me
so i believe if i cant give the one that i like wht he reali want, then he has the right to find his true love with my best wishes. i mean it n i hv been doing it.
now, it has gone too far away from wht we discuss at the beginning...
im lucky enough to hv everything im hving, all i want is jst making my family happy, if i can hv them n gd frds with me as long as possible then is far more than enough. that is my ideal life...
08 marzo

:p

 

歌曲:踩死你

(改自 “赤地雪”)


亲爱的我尊贵的我
天使一个
我要再去插上快乐翅膀
清澈的我只要躺过
总有天国
我已学过追忆
以后要再学淡忘
问过骂过被你伤过恨也没结果
看着日过月过候鸟飞过树也练正果
就唱励志的歌即使想发狂
还更想释放
愤怒过会害怕怕为你又再失望
憎我至今都会憎你
我早已换过花的香气
为何容让记忆污染自己
祝我和谁走到下世纪
从头能颂赞人的优美
为自己别再憎恨你(必要踩死你)

 

亲爱的我尊贵的我
憎你一个
过去永远过去切勿再傻
ah....
焦躁的我只要烧过
总会坚壮
我已学过灰心
以后有一些感觉别感觉
就当大个就要识过恨也没结果
看着日过月过候鸟飞过树也练正果
就唱励志的歌即使想发狂
还更想释放
愤怒过会害怕害你又再失望
憎我至今都会憎你
烧过变火鸟在飞
躺过变初雪在赤地
想爱护自己 da...
假想继续憎我我不想再憎你(需要踩死你)

只想爱护自己方知你是你

 

 

ps和renee在很有感触的时候胡乱改了一点歌词...