要走的时候才发现 要带走的太多能带走的太少。。。 

 

 

to dear alisa,

到现在为止， 有3 个对我意义非常特别的女生，MING, 贵贵还有ALISA 。我完全是adore MING,在我心里面她就象一个永远长不大的孩子，我愿意一辈子爱护照顾她；贵贵和我同年同月生，她很简单很普通却很真实，在世上能够被称为真实的东西已经不多了吧，她是遗迹，哈哈；而alisa 是我从第一次遇见就无限爱慕的对象。我一直只是轻描淡写我对她的不寻常的情愫，但事实却是，那是无比揭斯底里的情结。

 

若她是男子，我愿意用一辈子等待守候她的爱；若我是男子，我愿意给她一辈子的诺言，融化她看是冰冷的心。

我想上天故意安排我们同是女子，只能一辈子互相爱慕祝福。

 

我欣赏能够欣赏alisa 的男生，因为她很脱俗，从她的话语，眼神，举手投足都流露出她的不平凡。第一次看到她的时候我就暗暗的说，我很喜欢她 很喜欢很喜欢。第一次牵她的手的时候我就想为什么那感觉那么熟悉，就象是上辈子我们就认识，深交过了似的。即使我们走在街上，行人穿梭不断，可是我看到的只有alisa.

 

alisa 总让我觉得她散发着幽香，不是嗅觉上的，而是视觉上的。很怪是吧？！但就是这么一回事。她就象滚动的荷花边--衣服上的，流动着流动着。 她的颜色是粉黄色的，嫩绿色的，那是无比动人的颜色，不娇艳狐媚却是 淡淡的渗入内心的颜色。我真的很喜欢很喜欢她。她的傲，她的自主独立，她的尖锐的文字都让我难以释怀。

 

从以前我就想我要为她写一封情书，一封女生间无比爱慕的情书。

 

人没有完美，可是对我而言，她近乎完美。 她是上天派我的一只天使，让我相信，梦境和现实也可以无比的接近。。。

 

亲爱的， 我的话，你听到了吗？！

 

for some reasons i chose to go to malta instead of cyprus or greece. i wasnt sure whether i made the right choice or not at the very beginning but after this holiday, i am so glad i have come.

 

the july in malta is one of the hottest months which has no rain at all, not a single drop. i was worried it is going to be terribly hot,  but it is actually bearable if u avoid the mid-day sunshine and try to stay in the shadow during the hottest period of the day. the sea breeze continuously brings the fresh n cool air to the island. if u stay indoor, u hardly need any fan or conditioner.

 

eveyday here is sunshine day. i wouldnt expect i can get anything more nicer. to my suprise, i find the clearest sea in he world here. it is a piece of sea near comino- malta is made up of 3 islands, malta(biggest), gozo(mid) and cumino(smallest). it is proved to b the clearest sea which u can actually drop a piece of pizza and watch it reach the bottom-- of course the water depth is not 0.5m, haha. i didnt get the chance to drop sth over there and i wouldnt imagine i want to. the sea here is so clean that i was totally amazed by the maltese. how can they manage to protect this wonderful place for yrs n yrs. even the sea around our resort where located many many hotels and apartments stil clear enough to sea the seabed  and u can actually swim with the fishes. nice, isnt it?!

 

day 1

arrive malta aroun 7pm sth, cant remember exactly. around 830 we travelling to our holiday apartment from airport , it was stil very bright.  nice weather compare to uk where even has flood in north... wht a contrast!! during the coach jounery i find that as the darkness come, the lights in the house didnt seem to b lit up.i was curious y, was it bcos they r all holiday houses or the residents went for party or their house are jst too big that the living rooms are located in the middle or even the electricity supply is limited here -- which wouldnt b a gd news for me. anyway jst some thoughts about this unknown country for a first day tourist.

arrived our holiday apartment, it was bigger then i expect, and 3 mins walk handy supermarket and resturants .nice. i cant wait to see the sea during the day time tho i was  seeing it during most of the journey.

 

day 2

it was a bit too hot to fall asleep,hmm, either it is reali hot or i jst can not get used to the warmness here straight from the freezing uk summer which is only 18degree...

 

anyway, the weather is fantastic. we went to meet our travel representive aft a simple breakfast. a breif introdution about malta were given then we chose three of those most popular tour programs on a list. the most looking forward one for us is the cruise which we would hv the chance to swim n enjoy the beach in gozo.nice!! bikini!!! yeahyeah!!

after our whole holiday planning, we walked to sea front --the lovely rocky beach. it is jst as nice as u can imagine. and ppl jst wandering around in bikinis, mini shorts, mini skirts with tanned skin.this is wht we call beach holiday. yeah yeah

 

on the way to find our lunch, i was attracted by hair brading which i would like to try for a while, i was too worry i wil look awful so i didnt do it in thailand. but somehow i jst wanna to hv a crazy try this time.  mayb i should decribe the whole process of the brading but i jst not patient enough at the moment that i rather jump to the result bit. it was v v painful, i was v more than surprised to find my hair are stil on my head, as the black woman dragged all my hair so hard that i feel likeim losing them. by the way i am not reali suitable to look punky... mayb i jst too get used to look girly now. anyway it was fun, n i look very holiday like in my wild hairstyle. the pain didnt let me keep the hair oever nit, it jt impossible to sleep on my tighly tied hair, so i undo every single one...

when i walked along the beach another day the black woman who did my hair was so shocked that she shout at me: u took them off!! u took them off!! i feel sorry for her as she spend nearly 2 n half hours on my hair, in the opposite i sat there 2 n half hr to wait n 1 hr untied them plus 3 washes for my oily hair... i told myself i wont do it again, never ever...

 

we had a nit trip around malta tonit. we hv been to valleta, mdina, st paul, st julian and sliema. malta at nit is rather interesting, most of the places are in darkness, it made me more curious about wht the cities like during day time. the building here is not very typical mediteranean type. and as a country has more than 7000 yrs history which is even more historical than Egypt here seems jst too new to b true. but considering here was taken over by many countries b4 as its great geographical location and the spetacular long habour. in fact the country may b jst as strong as the desert plants, which their roots are deep down enough to maintain the moisture to keep alive.

 

day 3

got up at 630 to get ready for our lovely cruise, but it was too windy that we were told the cruise has to b cancelled and arranged anouther day while we were half way to the habour...

we were very disappointed but it wasnt anybody`s fault, so we got to wait another day. we were too tired --still hving difficulty to sleep on unfamiliar bed in such warm temperature, and the sun is hot. we laid on bed again n got up for a discovery journey to the capital of malta-- valleta at 12.

 

i love the baconies-- the very proper n romantic ones here, i was always imagining wht it would feel like, look like when i stand there. it must giv u great view and nice mood!!:p

 

day 4

finally we were on the ship call fenades for our exicting cruise.

 

day 5

we travelled to very north of malta island with diving instructors to tried discovery scuba dive today.

this is not the dive centre actually chosen by me, kinda, renee did it... the guy, a summer job student there who is a english. look very much like steve, from the outlook to his fond of diving... all these remind me about steve... i thk from the first day i saw the guy i decided i reali should try diving. several yrs ago steve showed his great interest in diving which even drived him go to thailand to do diving course. somehow i reali envy him... taking a yr off doing wht i reali like is my day-to-day dream. but to b honest, i hv been always doing wht i like -- may b not the most like, all the time...

back to my main context, i wrote steve a postcard tho i didnt know his address and im not sure he want to hear from me again... anyway i do miss him...:p hope ur uni goes well